I am so tired of the go go go. I am exhausted with my addiction to constantly receive new information.
I am embarrassed by my self-imposed ADD.
I am worn out by my inability to just be.
When I share this with friends and I tell them my plan, they ask me "What will you do during all those hours you spend nursing your baby?" Well, I am not quite sure yet. But I'll tell you what I won't be doing.
I won't be browsing Facebook.
I won't be watching TV shows that feed my addiction to drama.
Hopefully I don't be watching/observing/participating in anything digital.
I hope, instead, to spend that time praying for my precious babe, smelling his/her hair, and maybe... just maybe sitting still and finding contentment in doing just that.